ahhh music

ending the three day funk right here, right now.


the past three days have been hard. i'm not sure why. it just happens that way some times.
so this morning i slept in good and late, woke and feasted on some hafiz quotes and reminded myself that i'm okay. for better or worse, i am who i am. and that it's not my job to please anyone but myself.

and then i grooved to this song for the better part of the afternoon. and my chest opened up. and i felt beautiful as i haven't in quite some time.

this is how it begins...


there are mornings that as i wake i feel a calling so strong to stretch out my toes before me. and i usually consent before my wits are fully formed to stop me.


the result is a short-lived charlie horse. and short-lived or not, it is painful.

i awoke to that. and the song eleanor rigby stuck in my head.

who knows what kind of day this will be?