the past three days have been hard. i'm not sure why. it just happens that way some times.
so this morning i slept in good and late, woke and feasted on some hafiz quotes and reminded myself that i'm okay. for better or worse, i am who i am. and that it's not my job to please anyone but myself.
and then i grooved to this song for the better part of the afternoon. and my chest opened up. and i felt beautiful as i haven't in quite some time.
there are mornings that as i wake i feel a calling so strong to stretch out my toes before me. and i usually consent before my wits are fully formed to stop me.
the result is a short-lived charlie horse. and short-lived or not, it is painful.
i awoke to that. and the song eleanor rigby stuck in my head.