I've had nothing to say of late.

I'm sorry.

Actually, I think...I've had one thing that I haven't been able to say.

And that one thing has led to everything. 

And everything is overwhelming so now I'm grasping for anything.

And left with nothing.

But nothing is never nothing. It is always something. And something is a place to begin...

meaning? more to come..

i've been holding out.

and that's not fair.